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16:45 Mar 20 2024
Times Read: 98
His words echoes in my mind.
"I want to be yours."
As he wrapped his arm around me in the dark.
14:43 Mar 11 2024
Times Read: 292
Shaq, what are you getting ourselves into
Youre about a half ass way to falling in love.
Run..
12:52 Mar 10 2024
Times Read: 315
So thats a situation
Typical me.
The world is just trying to break us isnt it?
Ending up in danger
With dangerous men
I wasnt even with this one
At all.
Just in the past a long time ago
He was purely.
Just a friend.
We have had no problems
I dont know what happend to him
But i saw his true colors he were cruel and
I dont want it near me.
I made it out tho
Called a friend. He heard it all happend through the Phone
Went to pick me up at 6 am And now im at his
Afraid to go home.
Im not sure for how long ill have one
Doesnt seem like i can trust anyone
Or let anyone close
Trying to figure my next move
Find another place?
Id rather not. I just moved.
Again.
14:32 Mar 09 2024
Times Read: 337
Life just took a real turn, real quick
No longer able to be safe in my home
At a friends place. Not sure what ill do now.
We will see..
Narcissus
09:25 Mar 08 2024
Times Read: 384
And yet while I was still in your presence, still yours. You sought for someone else.
And i realised. I never was, nor ever will be. Your one.
You are but a entire lie
A mask
A illusion
Nothing but bother And pain
Atleast
To me..
With no string of accountability
No remorse, no guilt, no empathy.
Like a primitive little being you selfishly
You took everything.
And you enjoyed it.
Everything i had, was, and cared about.
But loosing everything
Had me gain more than I could dream of.. ♡
Sire
11:31 Mar 06 2024
Times Read: 421
Its the same eyes that look within them
But the look is tainted
With seeing their true colors
And how they try so desperately
To hide their true
Beautiful colors.
Thats where you go from admiration
To pity
I see it all
Embrace And cherish it.
Its just that they dont.
They dont see that I see
And i accept.
Except for d.
He got the point now.
He sees.
I am really really proud of how he evolved the past two years.
Spiritually his gifts are almost at my level now.
Which is quite impressive.
Im not sure he is aware how strong he is.
We synch And connect telepathicly And energeticly severel times through the day now.
With And apart.
He is so eager And willing to grow.
Im glad we can lean on eachother these days.
Oh well.
Hes up.
A new day begin.
Impulsive ramblings.
00:14 Mar 05 2024
Times Read: 472
I still remember it, everything, and everything that came with it, like yesterday, the feelings, actions, language, in body and sound that comes with all the moments.
It rushes fresh.. brutally and raw.
"I need you" at 5 am.
How I felt, feeling it all over again.
The rush of excitement and love
Hidden away, forgotten, yet imprinted in my soul.
The warmth of your touch
Everything about you, that I got so addicted to.
Someþhing that came to feel like home
Familiar like kin
Burnt slowly to ashes where I rest.
I wake each day with a fresh wound.
A love that died and one that remained.
We question what ever was.
But we focus on growing
What might seem like naive hope
Perhaps it is the only thing keeping us alive.
However.
Aint nothing going to be a challenge for whatever ill become.
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